A New Start

Have you ever felt like you were just sinking on your journey? With all of the life challenges that we walk through sometimes it feels that way. I felt that way. Many times, over the last five years my journey just felt like it was getting harder and harder, and it was so difficult that my brain would physically hurt. Yet, I was determined to never let go of the CREATOR.

Last year we decided to go to Pensacola Beach for a few days. Walking by the water early in the morning and listening to its own beautiful music; I felt like my brain began to heal. Creation is a powerhouse in itself. As I sat with my feet in the sand the CREATOR reminded me that no matter what the journey may bring to you; HE is always there to carry you through.

You may be walking through a hard situation and feel like you are sinking, but the TRUTH is: YOU ARE NOT! The CREATOR is walking with you and carrying you to the other side of that difficult situation. I share this statement everywhere I go," I would not have survived if it weren't for the CREATOR, and if I can survive my traumatic journey with the help of the CREATOR you can survive your journey too."

Each day can be a new start for you just as it is for me. All you have to do is just reach up to HIM and HE will take you by the hand and, carry you through.

Until next time,

THE CREATOR LOVES YOU! ❤️

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PERFECTIONISM

Perfectionism is such an ugly word, and yet so many live each day fighting that beast. Today I would like to share with you about my husband. He is a hard worker, a good man, he has a big heart and has always been a giver ever since he was a kid.

Despite all of his good qualities and there are many more; he has battled that beast his whole life; we both have. He always felt like he was undeserving of anything. He justified anything he would buy because the guilt was so strong. Yet, through his battle he still did when he saw a need. The beast of perfectionism kept him from seeing and feeling the most important TRUTH there is: He's loved unconditionally by the CREATOR just as he is. Thankfully, he is now beginning to learn that truth.

Just like my husband and myself; you may have battled with or are battling with perfectionism now thinking that you have to do it all perfectly to be loved and accepted. Well, my friend that is the farthest thing from the truth. The CREATOR will always have HIS arms opened wide to you. Just as this beautiful waterfall in Tennessee washes and cleanses, so will the CREATORS love wash, and cleanse your soul. HE didn't create you to be perfect, HE created you to be full of love so that you can share HIS love with others. So just remember it's okay to love yourself, because the CREATOR loves you just as you are; flaws and all. You don't have to be perfect; you are already perfect to the CREATOR.

Until next time,

THE CREATOR LOVES YOU! ❤️

The Recovery

I know many struggle with the word "WAIT", because I am one of them. Being patient for something has never been a strong point for me. To be very honest I have despised that word most of my life. However, after the journeys that I have been on; today I understand the word "WAIT" very clearly now. I struggled with the "HOW", and "WHY" as well, but the emotional trauma for me was by far the worst, and I just wanted the CREATOR to make that all go away.

Well, today I can say that the CREATOR didn't make it go away, but HE did heal every wound that was there. When you have deep wounds, it takes time to heal and recuperate from it. My heart had to come to a place of really wanting that healing and the CREATOR waited patiently with me till I was ready. The CREATOR is patiently waiting with you too. Many years ago, I was told that everything that was stolen from me would be restored back to me. I always looked at it from a material point of view, (even though that is coming) but what has been restored is much greater than material things. My original blueprint of who I am has been restored, my joy has been restored, my peace of mind has been restored, and most of all the understanding of what unconditional love is has been restored.

I share this with you to bring hope to your soul that everything can be restored to you as well. Just the other week a very close friend of mine said "you are definitely coming to the end of the tunnel and will see light again real soon!" Little did she know while hiking in the Great Smoky Mountains of Tennesse last fall, I took this picture because of how beautiful the colors were and saw a tunnel in the trees; I guess it was what I needed to see at that time. The CREATOR will not only use HIS creation to heal you, but HE will use it to remind you of just how much HE loves you. Yes, I am still waiting for certain things, but I know that HIS "TIMING" makes everything beautiful just as HIS creation is. So even though it can be very hard in the waiting season of your journey, and you may want to give up- DON'T! There is a light at the end of your tunnel, and ALL will be RECOVERED and it will definitely be worth the wait.

Until next time,

THE CREATOR LOVES YOU! ❤️